Nang pawhin mahni chauhin i inhria em? (Loneliness) Hemi chungchang hi kan sawi dawn em ni?

Aw, a chang chuan rin loh takin kan mahni chauha kan awm thin a ni lawm ni? Tumah awm lo ang mai a ni a, tumahin min hrethiam lo ang mai a ni. Hei hi naupang tê tê tân chauh ni lovin, a châng chuan kan hre vek a ni. Chuvangin he mahni chauhna rilru put hmang, emaw, English-a ``(Loneliness)'' an tih ang chi hi sawi chhuah a, hneh tum hi a pawimawh em em a ni.

He mahni chauhna hi eng nge ni tak tak?

A awlsam zawngin sawi ila, mahni chauhna chu mi pakhat hnaih duhna, mahse a hnen atanga hla taka inhriat hi a ni. Ngaihtuah teh, i ṭhiante bula awm i duh a, mahse, miin an ngaihsak lo ang maiin i inhria. A nih loh leh, i ṭhiante bula awm i duh hunah chuan nangmah chauhvin i inhria a ni. He rilru put hmang hi lungngaihna tlem, chhungril atanga lo chhuak mahni chauhna ang mai a ni.

A chang chuan kan lonely vek thin. A chang chuan tlem chuan mahni chauha inhriat hi thil pangngai a ni. Chhum lo kal leh chhuak ang mai a ni. A tam zawkah chuan chu mahni chauhna rilru chu rei tak a daih ngai lo. Hun rei vak lo hnuah a bo leh mai thin. Hei hi naupang tê tê emaw, tleirawl emaw, puitling emaw tân chuan a awm fo.

Mahni chauha i inhriat hian kan duh ber chu midang nena inzawmna siam te, min hrethiam tih te, min ngaihsak tih te, min ngaihlu tih te hi a ni. Tin, chutiang a nih chuan chu mahni chauhna rilru chu a bo vek a, tui lum takah ice cube a hmin ang maiin a bo ta a ni.

Engvangin nge chutiang taka mahni chauha kan inhriat? A chhan engte nge ni?

Tûnah chuan engvangin nge mahni chauha kan inhriat tih hi han en ila. A chhan hrang hrang a awm thei. Mi tin thil tawn hi a inang lo hle laiin, mahni chauha awm thei thil thenkhat chu hetiang hi a ni:

Mi tel lova mahni chauha i awm lai hian

Ngaihtuah teh, i nu emaw, i pa emaw chu hna vanga a awm loh chuan, emaw, i ṭhian ṭha ber chu a hma angin a inhnaih lo a nih chuan, a nih loh leh sikul dang an kal tawh a nih chuan. Tichuan an tel lo chuan a lonely hle a ni lawm ni? An bula awm leh tur, biak pawh i nghakhlel tawh lo. Chu thil hlimawm tak tak te, chu inbiakna te chu a lo let leh chuan chu mahni chauhna chu rei lo teah a bo ta vek a ni. Khaw chhunga chawlh hmang tura kal a, i pi leh pu te nen hun hlimawm tak hmang dun a, chutah chuan anmahni tel lova tlemte chauh neia in lama lo haw leh ang mai a ni.

Miin a thinrim ang che a nih chuan.

I unaunu, i unaupa, a nih loh leh i ṭhianpa nen inrem lohna tlem emaw, insual emaw i nei a ni mai thei. A nih loh leh i thil tih avanga i nu emaw, i pa emaw chu a thinrim deuh pawh a ni thei. Mite an hlim tawh loh hunah chuan mahni chauha awm, inthen leh lungngaihthlak takin i awm thei a ni. Mahse, in inbia a, in inhmelhriat leh hunah emaw, miin ‘sorry’ a tih hunah emaw, chu inhlat tak chu a bo a, i thinlung chu a inhnaih leh ta a ni. Tichuan mahni chauhna pawh chu a thlawk bo ta a ni.

I rilru chhunga thil awm chu tumahin an hre lo ang maia i inhriat lai hian

A châng chuan thil harsa tak tak, harsatna chi hrang hrang, leh lungkhamna kan nei ṭhin. Tumah hrilh lova mahni chauha kan vawn tlat chuan mahni chauhna leh phurrit phurin kan inhria. Mahse i rilru put hmang leh i hmachhawn tur i rintlak hnenah i sawi chhuah chuan chu harsatna, chu phurrit chu nasa takin a tlahniam a ni.Miin a ngaithla che a, a hrethiam che a, "Nangmah chauh i ni lo, kei hi hetah hian ka awm" a tih hian chu mahni chauhna chu a bo ta a ni.

Midangte’n an ngaihsak lo che nia i hriat hunah

A châng chuan, sikulah emaw, i hnathawhna hmunah emaw, khawtlâng hmun dangah emaw, mi dangte chuan an nuihzat thei che a, a nih loh leh group thiltih emaw, infiamna emaw aṭangin an hnawtchhuak thei che a ni. Mi pawm loh, chu pawla tel lo anga inhriat chu mahni chauha awm leh hrehawm tak a ni thei. Mahse mi pakhatin a biak che a nih chuan, i tel ve a nih chuan – emaw, i rilru i siam a, i zawm a nih chuan – chu mahni chauhna chu chu pawl, chu khawtlang zinga tel ve ve bawk i nihna rilru lum takin a thlak a ni.

Mi zawng zawng an buai em em lai hian

Hei hi tunlai hian mi tam takin an hriat a ni. A châng chuan nu leh pate chu an hnaah te, inchhung hnaah te, unau lehkha zirnaah te, ṭhiante hnaah emaw, mi zawng zawng phone-ah emaw an buai hle. Tichuan, inbiakna hun, nuih leh hun hman dun hun an neih loh hunah chuan tlem chuan i rilru a hahdam a, i thinrim hle bawk. Mahse chhungte leh thiante hian tlem tal inbiakna hun an siamsak che a, game khelhpui turin hun an siamsak che a, tea in dun turin hun an siamsak che a, i rilruah thil awm zawng zawng an zawh che chuan chu mahni chauhna ai chuan an hmangaihna te, an inhnaihzia te, an hlutna te chu i hre ta zawk a ni.

Hetiang taka mahni chauha kan inhriat lai hian eng nge kan tih theih?

Awle, mahni chauha awm i ti ang u. Tichuan, chu rilru natna chu beih ai chuan, chu chu hneh a, i rilru tih hahdam nan eng nge i tih theih tih i lo en ang u.

A hmasa berin he rilru put hmang hi hriat chian la, hming pe rawh.

Mahni chauha i inhriat chuan, i rilru put hmang chu enfiah hmasa phawt ang che. Nangmah leh nangmah, "Tun dinhmunah hian keimah chauhvin ka inhria," tiin sawi rawh. Chutianga i rilru put hmang i hriat chuan, "Ka nu a awm loh avangin keimah chauhvin ka inhria mai thei," emaw, "Ka thianpa hian min thinrim a ni maithei..." tiin mahni rilruin sawi rawh.

"He mahni chauhna rilru hi do suh. Thil tha lo anga ngaihin nangmah leh nangmah ti na zual suh. Thudik tak chu, paih chhuah i duh a ni. Hun engemaw chen hnuah a bo mai ang. Mahse, chu mi hma chuan chutiang rilru put hmang chu i nei tih hrechhuak la, pawm turin hun tlem tal pe rawh."

Tichuan, i rilru tih hahdam nan heng thil thenkhat hi tih tum ang che.

Chu rilru put hmang chu i hriat chian hnu chuan, i rilru hahdam leh mahni chauha awm loh nân heng thil pakhat emaw, a aia tam emaw chu i ti thei ang:

• Ṭhian zawng rawh: Mi pakhat phone la, rei vak lo inbia la, game khel la, thil dang ti dun rawh. In awm dun lai te, in nuih dun lai te chuan chu mahni chauhna rilru chu a bo nghal vat a, thlipuiah meikhu a tleh ang maiin.

• Chhungte nêna hun hmang rawh: I nu, i pa, i pi, i pi, a nih loh leh i unaute chu phone la, i bula hun engemaw chen hmang tûrin hrilh rawh. Game tlem tal in khel dun thei a, rei vak lovah in kal dun thei a, chaw ei tur siam turin kitchen-ah in pui thei bawk.In nuih dun a, in inbia a, in hlim dun hian hmangaih leh ngaihsak in inhria a, mahni chauhna chu a reh lo.

• Mi ngilnei la, thil engemaw ti rawh: Mi pakhat tan khawngaihna tlem tal ti la, thu ngilnei tak sawi rawh. I ṭhenawm emaw, zirtîrtu emaw, kawngpui kal lai emaw, in lama mi emaw pawh a ni thei. Midangte i tanpui hian i chhungkua, sikul, khawtlang tana mi hlu tak niin i inhria a. Mi ta nia i inhriat a, mamawh nia i inhriat hian mahni chauha awm i ni lo.

• Thianpa ni rawh: Nui chungin, "Engtin nge i awm?" i tawn apiangte hnenah. Ṭhian, classmate, mi thar pawh a ni thei. A nih loh leh, zirtîrtu emaw, bus conductor emaw, dawr ṭanpuitu emaw pawh a ni thei. I friendly (nuihzatthlak emaw, tawngkam emaw chauh pawh nise), midangte nena inhmangaih tawnna i neih chuan mahni chauhna rilru chu a bo vek ang.

• I rilru put hmang sawi rawh: Mahni chauha i inhriat chuan i rinchhan tu hnenah i rilru put hmang leh a chhan hrilh rawh. I nu, i pa, i ṭhian ṭha ber, i unaupa, i unaunu, i zirtirtu pawh a ni thei – i ran vulh pawh a ni mai thei. I rilru put hmang i sawi chhuah hian, miin a ngaihthlaksak che a, a hriatthiam che chuan mahni chauhna ai chuan inhnaih leh thlamuanna nasa tak i nei a ni. Hetiang hian hlimna rilru pawh i insem thei a ni.

• Mahni chauhva awm chu nuam ti takin hmang rawh: A châng chuan mahni chauha awm hi a ṭha a, i rilru a zalên a ni. Mahni chauha awm a, lehkhabu chhiar, lemziak, hla ngaihthlak, zai, bike khalh, hla sak, kut hnathawh, thil ngaihnawm tak siam – emaw, window pawnah thut leh ngaihtuah mai mai i duh mai thei. Mahni chauha awm hian mahni chauha awm reng a ngai lo. Nangmah ngei pawh i thian tha ber i ni thei a, i ngaihtuahna nen hun i hmang thei a, i thil tih nuam tak tak i ti thei bawk.

• Nature nen hun engemaw chen hmang rawh: A theih chuan pawnah chhuak rawh. Hun engemaw chen hmang la, van boruak, chhum, thing mawi tak tak, pangpar te chu en rawh. Sava hla sak, hnah ri bengchheng tak takte chu ngaithla rawh. I chhehvela rim leh ri te chu hre reng ang che. I hmaiah thli tleh, i ke hnuaia leilung chu hre rawh. I duh chuan i kut phar la, van lam en rawh. Thâwk la la, zawi zawiin thawk chhuak rawh. He khawvel lian takah hian, he thilsiam mawi takah hian tel ve theihna rilru mak tak chu tawng ve rawh.

Mahni chauhna chungchang tlem tal...

Dik tak chuan a chang chuan mahni chauha awm hi thil dik lo a awm lo. Thil pangngai tak, mihring rilru put hmang a ni. Chutianga i inhriat hunah chuan nangmah leh nangmah i chungah ngilnei la, nangmah leh nangmah lainatna nei rawh. Mahse, hre reng ang che, he mahni chauha inhriatna hian i ni khat chhung zawng, i rilru put hmang zawng zawng, i hlimna chu thunun tir suh. I rilru put hmang i hriatthiam hnu chuan, i rilru hahdamna tur leh chu mahni chauhna chu paih bo turin thil i ti thei tawh tih i hre tawh a ni.

Thil dang pakhat chu, midangte chuan i rilru a hahdam theih nan an pui thei che a ni.Ngaihtuah teh, he mahni chauhna rilru hi ni tam tak, kar tam tak pawh ni thei, i nitin hnathawh (zirna, hnathawh, in lama hnathawh) a nghawng a nih chuan, i lungngaih reng a nih chuan, i thinrim reng a nih chuan, emaw, tanpuina tam zawk mamawh nia i hriat chuan, i rintlak puitling pakhat nen inbiakna nei ngei ang che – chu chu nu leh pa, zirtirtu, university advisor, emaw doctor i rintlak tak pawh a ni thei – he thu hi. A pawimawh hle mai. Mahni chauhna aiin thil dang a ni thei a, chuvangin professional tanpuina lak a tha.

Chuti a nih chuan, hei hi hriat reng a tha em?

Kan sawi tawh atang hian thil tam tak i zir chhuak niin ka hria. Mahni chauhna hi a chang chuan kan hriat vek a ni. Chu chu tuar chhuak tur leh chhuah chhuah theihna tur thil tam tak a awm a, buaina lian takah siam lovin.

• Mahni chauhna, mahni chauha inhriatna, tumah nei lo ang maia, tumahin an hrethiam lo ang maia inhriatna hmun lungchhiatthlak, mahni chauha awm hi a ni. Mahse, kan zavaia inang vek nia kan hriat thil a ni.
• Engvangin nge mahni chauha i awm? A chhan tam tak a awm thei a, chu chu i hmangaih tak tak tel lova mahni chauha awm te, mi chunga thinrim te, biak tur nei lo te, midangte thlahthlam, mahni hnaa buaipui te hi a ni.
• Mahni chauha i inhriat chuan chu rilru put hmang chu hre hmasa la, pawm hmasa phawt ang che. Tichuan, i ṭhian, chhungte nen hun hman tum la, mi pakhat tanpui la, midang nen inhmelhriat la, i rilru put hmang sawi la, mahni chauha i hun hman chu nuam ti takin hmang la, nature nena inzawmna siam tum ang che.
• Hetiang rilru put hmang hi thil pangngai ni mah se, a awm reng chuan, a nasat hle a nih chuan, i nun leh nitin thiltih a nghawng a nih chuan, puitling rintlak tak, doctor emaw, counselor emaw biak ngei ngei tur a ni. Hahdamna nasa tak a pe ang che.

A thupui ber chu, nangmah chauh i ni tak tak ngai lo. Ṭanpuina dil tur, biak tur, i rilru put hmang sawi tur a awm fo. I tih tur chu i kut i phar mai a ni.

` Mahni chauhna, Rilru hriselna, Emotion, Thurawn, Naupang, Puitling, Mahni chauhna